I can proudly say that I have accepted that I am bi-sexual. And there is nothing wrong with that!!!. Now first thing is first, I female interactions, relations, intercourse, but there has always been this other side to my sexual wanting. I have always been a promiscous male. My earliest sexual experience came in 3rd grade.. in the creek bed on the way home from school. I'lI show you mine if your show me as I got older, my horizons started to broaden when I found my first dildo. I started playing with it. experimenting on my own. It was exhilerating. When I hit my 20's I found a couple girls whom I could open up to and divulge my secret and participate with The sensation from anal sex is out of this world. Ladies who have had the privlage of having expirenced anal (properly performed of course) agree. It took me a time to decide to put up the toy and try the real thing. of course the first time was akward and a little nerve racking but overall I knew I liked it. So here is the scenerio: Ladies, you're have been in a relationship for X amount of time. It could be years or a few weeks. Feeling the same exact way on the males end of the spectrum, The guy decides it is time to include his better half in his secret desires in the bedroom. How would you respond to this scenario? Would you run, be freaked out, turned on, excited? I have always thought about different versions of this in my mind when I would be in a relationship, but it is fear that sucombs me from being able to share this with the girl i was dating. Fear of her reaction, good or bad, would stop me ALMOST every time. I have decided that from hear on out; after the "trial period" of dating/relationships I am going to tell whomever I am with about my little secret. Thanks for taking the time to read through this and respond. It has been a good rant to sit here and pound away at the keys letting a little sigh out, that I no longer have a secret.